Tuesday, March 03, 2009

The One..

How can I explain what I've lost without you.. How can I show how much I care..
I wish I could go back in time.. I wish I could leave it all there... :)
Love you my dear ASC..!

Your nalayak chachu,

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

LithiuM to my Life...

Music is an art form in which the medium is sound organized in time. Common elements of music are pitch (which governs melody and harmony), rhythm (and its associated concepts tempo, meter, and articulation), dynamics..
Rhythm is made up of sounds and silences. These sounds and silences are put together to form patterns of sound, which are repeated to create rhythm. A rhythm has a steady beat, but it may also have many different kinds of beats. Some beats may be stronger or longer or shorter or softer than others. In a single piece of music, a composer can use many different rhythms...

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

CrossLoop Badge

Somethin to add to the gadgetry of my technical life.. :)

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Strong Enough......

It's today that I thought there'll be some more happiness coming my .. coming Our way.. My sister's match had been decided.. But it's today that I found how Weak I was; how weak We were.. the bonds that have to last years and lifetimes, seem to be getting shattered with mere misunderstandings and egoistic petty happenings that you'd never notice.. You'll be ready to treat a stranger with the highest respect and courtesy, however, with your own family.. with your own loved ones, that you see and meet with everyday.. you just don't have the courage and wisdom to confront and sort things out.. All leads to PerCeptions.. All leads to dissatisfactions.. All leads to.. just Weakness..!!
And NOW..!! I'm beginning to hate it.. I'm breaking myself .. with my own will.. knowingly that it's further going to take me to the depths of nowhere..
I HATE all this.. cos I can't feel strong enough anymore. I can't stop these stupid tears from droppin out.. I cant help these thoughts strangling my mind in an atrocious net of darkness within.. I can't help getting that feeling I would fear the most coming in me.. hatred.. I just can't..!

Is there a way to be Strong Enough..? Is there a way for me to be like the ones I look up to.. maybe for that one while.. to be able to confidently portray and put across what I want to. I don't know what I can anymore..

-eJ. (;;)

Saturday, September 30, 2006

All WORK.. so No FUN..???? really..??? :-)

No time for your personal life, man...! Work teaches you life..! Your happiness and leisure time would be taken away like anything..!! You won't have a simple happy human life now.............................

It's sad and de-motivating phrases or should I rightly term "perceptions" like these which can keep the best in a person dormant for much of his lifetime, and rather make one's life so miserable even before he/she could actually get into his practical realms of life..!

In my life, it's my job/work which has been one of the greatest things that ever happened to me.. I've learned SO SO much; I have developed Professionally as well as Personally. But the best of all I've had the pleasure of getting some best of pals, for life, here..! other than which a few good crushes too.. :P Every single day has been a memory, and I Thank GOD for it.. a lot.

I know this all might sound a little too senti and redundant but then.. It's now or never.. who knows when next I'd get to express something like this.. anywhere ever again. :)

How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot! The world forgetting, by the world forgot...
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd.

There's hellotsa stuff more that I wish to communicate.. but.. for some reason, I can't get to collect the right words for now.. :( cya soon.. :)